Adhara Phoenix
25 July 2009 @ 11:37 pm
SPECIALIST (NARRATOR)
David, I often felt a sort of envy of human beings and that thing they call 'spirit'. Human beings had created a million explanations of the meaning of life in art, in poetry, in mathematical formulas. Certainly, human beings must be the key to the meaning of existence, but human beings no longer existed.

So, we began a project that would make it possible to recreate the living body of a person long dead from the DNA in a fragment of bone or mummified skin. We also wondered, would it be possible to retrieve a memory trace in resonance with a recreated body. And do you know what we found? We found... the very fabric of space-time itself appeared to store information about every event which had ever occured in the past.

But the experiment... was a failure. For those who were resurrected only lived through a single day of renewed life. When the resurrectees fell asleep on the night of their first new day, they died, again. As soon as they became unconscious, their very existence faded away into darkness. So you see, David, the equations have shown that once an individual space-time pathway had been used, it could not be reused. If we bring your mother back now, it will only be for one day, and then you'll never be able to see her again.

DAVID
Maybe…maybe she will be special, maybe she will stay.

SPECIALIST (NARRATOR)
I thought this might be hard for you to understand. You were created to be so young.

DAVID
Maybe the one day will be like that one day inside the amphibicopter, maybe it will last forever.

SPECIALIST (NARRATOR)
David, you are the enduring memory of the human race, the most lasting proof of their genius. We only want for your happiness. David, you've had so little of that.

DAVID
If you want for my happiness, then you know what you have to do.

SPECIALIST (NARRATOR)
Listen. Can you hear that? The new morning has come. Go to her David, she's just waking up this instant.


i miss you so fucking much
 
 
Adhara Phoenix
06 July 2009 @ 09:51 pm
meme  
stolen from [info]deirathul

i've come to realize that... )
 
 
Adhara Phoenix
02 July 2009 @ 10:20 pm
So, I'm eight, and I have these toys, these dolls. My favorite is this ugly girl doll who I call Clementine, and I keep yelling at her, "You can't be ugly! Be pretty!" It's weird, like if I can transform her, I would magically change, too.
 
 
Adhara Phoenix
17 June 2009 @ 12:23 am
weird tuesday. the good things were really good and nice, but the bad things were MASSIVE fuck-ups (nothing that involved me directly but still). i feel so mentally and emotionally tired i just want to go to bed and fall in a comma. doesn't help that i've been waking up at 6 in the morning for the last two weeks, weekends included. i'll post some more when i feel a bit more coherent.
 
 
Adhara Phoenix
12 June 2009 @ 07:29 pm
there seems to be quite an interest among my friends regarding what would i think of summer glau joining the dollhouse, so i thought i'd put on my Important Person suit and address this matter publicly.

what would i think of summer glau joining the dollhouse?

I'D RATHER THEY HADN'T CANCELLED TERMINATOR

other than that well, why not.

that's it. thank for your attention.

(can shirley manson and garrett dillahunt come too? as, let's say, robots? can summer be a robot too? CAN I HAS MY SERIES BACK?)
 
 
Adhara Phoenix


Albricias y alboroto, aquí llega por segundo año el Día Internacional del Femslash y como el año pasado nos lo pasamos tan bien y hubo tanto amor y todo fue tan bonito, [info]rivasilvercrown me dijo hace unas semanas que dónde estaba este post. Y voilá y esas cosas que se dicen, varias semanas después, porque ponerlo dos meses antes de la fecha parecía un poco excesivo :)

Para quienes hayáis participado en otras ediciones, ya sean las de Navidad o la Femslasher del año pasado, ya sabéis cómo funciona el tema así que adelante, no os cortéis. Para los que no, así brevemente:

Amigo Invisible (sólo que en realidad la invisibilidad es opcional)! Temática femslash! Abierto a todo el mundo, a todos los fandoms, a todas las calificaciones y a todas las formas de vida!

Para participar sólo hay que hacer dos cosas:

1 - Contestar a este post con una lista de qué pairings/situaciones/kinks te gustaría que te escribieran. Podéis estiraros todo lo que querais o pedir sólo una cosa, pero tened en cuenta que en el segundo caso vais a estar limitando bastante el radio de acción de los escritores. Podéis concretar hasta donde os apetezca o limitaros a poner el pairing. A gusto del consumidor todo.

2 - La parte importante: Después de pedir vuestros fics, volved a pasaros por el post. Pasaros unas cuantas veces hasta el día 18 de Julio (y bueno, después también, por qué no). Leed las peticiones de los demás y (esta es la parte importante) escribidlas. No tiene por qué ser en anónimo y no importa que a esa persona ya le hayan respondido alguna petición. Podéis contestar a todas las que querais, todas las veces que querais y como os dé la gana.

No hay mucho más que contar así que venga, que corra el amor :D
 
 
Adhara Phoenix
07 June 2009 @ 04:55 pm
meme  
1. Anyone who looks at this entry has to post this meme and their current wallpaper at their LiveJournal.
2. Explain in five sentences why you're using that wallpaper!
3. Don't change your wallpaper before doing this! The point is to see what you had on!

and the bees laid honey in the lion's head )
 
 
Adhara Phoenix
07 June 2009 @ 12:38 am


...this isn't happening. i refuse to believe this.

(my catelyn always was kelly rutherford. i knew that wasn't going to happen, but this is too much. one of the girls from charmed. this is too much. ray stevenson better be sandor now)

edit: [info]pojypojy saved me from a heart attack, it's been officialy debunked. thank gods.
 
 
Adhara Phoenix
01 June 2009 @ 01:34 pm
alive and well. Writing from mobile phone. No inet home, will try and fix that tomorrow. It would involve signing a contract in german so i may accidentally sell my soul. Cant keep up with flist, miss you, miss londres46 with abnormal intensity for such a young project. Read children of men on saturday. Read fahrenheit 451 on sunday. Horrible translations, both of them. C.o.m was plagued with typos too. Reading el mapa del tiempo today. RUNNING OUT OF BOOKS EARLIER THAN EXPECTED. Frankfurt is sunny.
 
 
Adhara Phoenix
let's put it this way: if something remotely similar to judgement-day ever happens (and most of you know i believe we'll live to see some kind of global mega-fuckup), i hope the big wigs at fox are last to die.

as a way of coping, i've decided to throw myself in a loop of fanworking that will make me forget monday ever happened.

Poll #1402204
Open to: All, detailed results viewable to: All, participants: 10

so, where do i start?

View Answers

big damn picspam
4 (40.0%)

motivational picspam (make me watch it)
2 (20.0%)

epic derek/cameron fic
5 (50.0%)

fic (not necessarily epic and not-necessarily derek/cameron)
1 (10.0%)

some fanvids from that huge list of "fanvids i want to make some day"
4 (40.0%)

graphics and icons
2 (20.0%)

fanmixes in every colour of the rainbow
2 (20.0%)

just cuddle in the sofa and cry a bit. again.
1 (10.0%)

something else i'll tell you in the comments
1 (10.0%)




(how funny is it that today's "writer's block" question has serenity on it?

Star Wars, Star Trek, Battlestar Galactica, Serenity, Alien, 2001—there is a long list of movies and TV shows that take place in space. Which is your favorite?


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)

(i got a job at frankfurt. moving to germany on the 29th. it's stupid how much these (important, life-changing) news have been shadowed by fox's (stupid, maybe-not-so-life-changing-but-it-seems-so-at-the-moment) decisions. but yeah, hello new life. can't wait to hug [info]elenis to hell and back)

edit: aaaand obvs where it says cuddle in the sofa i mean curl up on the sofa. wish i could cuddle.
 
 
Adhara Phoenix
18 May 2009 @ 09:40 am
everybody at fox can die in a fucking fire.

please don't comment with "at least dollhouse made it" because right now i don't even care.
 
 
Adhara Phoenix
16 May 2009 @ 11:51 pm
missed the cirque du soleil performance. watched germany and dita's just in time thanks to [info]kleiner_stern but it's almost as if i hadn't, given how the camera ignored her for the best part of the song.

i always get a sick pleasure of seeing, after weeks of hearing "we're among the favourites" and "europe loves us!", the spanish team land on its face. that's the only part of this show i enjoy xD and this year it's being GLORIOUS.

edit: the cirque's performance is up already, and i think that's actually mark halasi as icarus!

 
 
Adhara Phoenix
16 May 2009 @ 11:26 am
dollhouse has been renewed and i'm going to try and hold on to this nice feeling now, see if i can keep a bit of it when they cancel terminator this week.

the best case scenario for my favourite series in years was "maybe dollhouse will make it. maybe". how sad is that? T____T
 
 
Current Mood: grateful
 
 
Adhara Phoenix
14 May 2009 @ 07:34 pm
adh: please change the channel, navy's coming on now!
sister: too late, it's on already!
adh: ugh *focuses on laptop*
sister: but this is not navy... it's "nazis"
adh: ...what?
sister: *rolls eyes* see? it says ncis. "nazis". what? stop laughing! OH NO, DON'T GO AND POST THIS CONVERSATION ONLINE!
Tags: ,
 
 
Adhara Phoenix
10 May 2009 @ 12:35 am
titulo: espejismo
fandom: the sarah connor chronicles
pairing: jesse/riley
calificación: pg
comentarios: femslash, algún spoiler de la segunda temporada
notas: este descarrile es lo que pasa cuando quiero desesperadamente escribir algo de tscc pero no me siento emocionalmente preparada para hacerlo sobre mi otp v.v

espejismo )
 
 
Adhara Phoenix
09 May 2009 @ 07:32 pm
7 battlestar galactica (sam, kara)
10 the sarah connor chronicles/summer glau
9 dollhouse (echo, victor)

textless icons can be used as bases.
credit ([info]adharaphoenix or [info]adharita) is nice
please don't hotlink :)
dollhouse icons made from screencaps by [info]tyssyb



( fake lj-cut )
 
 
Adhara Phoenix
06 May 2009 @ 10:21 am
so peter dinklage is tyrion? I APPROVE. now go on with the casting news. not that i am compulsively checking ray stevenson's imdb page every fucking day, of course (which, by the way, HAD RECENTLY ADDED AN "IN-DEVELOPMENT" ROME DSJFDHSFHGajsdghsagdgagjggagfgs)
 
 
 
Adhara Phoenix
26 April 2009 @ 09:08 pm
i decided to create an account in youtube for all those vids i start and then leave sitting in my hard drive for ages. today, sugar rush (kim/sugar) and heroes (sylar&maya-centric, though not very shippery)

fandom: heroes
music: superman's dead, by our lady peace
spoilers for the first two seasons
notes: i didn't follow any order with this one so there are bits and pieces scattered all over the timeline until 1:29. it's all music from then on.

an ordinary boy, an ordinary name )

fandom: sugar rush
music: maria, by blondie

maria, you've gotta see her )
 
 
Adhara Phoenix
26 April 2009 @ 12:56 am
[info]pojypojy gave me two memes like five thousand years ago (or last week) :P

1) Comment to this and I will give you 3 fictional characters.
2) Post this meme with your answers.
3) Provide pictures and the names of 3 people.
4) Label which you would marry, shag, and throw off a cliff.


and i got brother justin, from carnivàle, faith from the faithbuffyverse and sandor from asoiaf.

There was magic then, nobility, and unimaginable cruelty (and some eye candy, too, 2 out of 3. 3 out of 3 even, if you're so inclined) )

1. Reply to this post, saying "pick me" or similar, and I will pick five of your icons.
2. Make a post (including the meme info) and talk about the icons I chose.
3. Other people can then comment to you and make their own posts.
4. This will create a never-ending cycle of icon glee.


when i replied to her post i didn't even notice i'm back to basic account so well, not much to choose from xD and most of them are actually quite old but here we go! )